vampire skull :p

I changed abit of it but cbf finishing it :p im just gonna leave it like this~

Vampire skull

Its not yet complete but slowly getting there xP

Childhood

I was just thinking of this time when I was little and I watched a movie that had faeries in it and it said that the movie was based on a true story.. So after that whenever I left the house I would always look around to try spot them haha but then after a while I came to a realization that faeries arent real and that the story of the movie was based on a true story.. Not the faeries in it -.-
I miss the times when I believed in magical things like that :(

Yaay!

Yaay im soo excited for tomorrow since I have my final exam and then im free!! I can finally get back to drawing and reading all day :) and hanging out with my friends ofcourse ^^ <3

...

So I thought it was going to get better... I really did. I thought I was finally getting away from all this hatred towards myself. But no, it just keeps getting worse and the feeling gets stronger everyday until the limit has been reached. Which it already has. I wish I didn't feel like this all the time... I wish I could take a break. Atleast just ONE single day with no feelings at all would be soo much better than this. I wish I could just change that thing I hate the most about myself.. If I could, I know things wouldn't be the way they are now..
It's not easy fighting the urges to do that thing that I have been craving to do for a long time, that thing I haven't done in a while.. But I cant break. I must try hard and not do it, even though the sensation is incredible.. I dont want my family or people around me to notice it. I dont have anymore lies or answers to the questions I get asked when they see what I have done.
Im soo pathetic.
No one can change the way I feel.
Soo much hatred. Soo many fucked up thoughts.

:/

I know its not love but it sure does feel like it. I wanna know what youre thinking everytime we talk and have our weird but funny convos

Nooo! :(

Nooooooooo you deleted your tumblr!! D: Whyyyy???? :'< T.T how am i gonna stalk you now? Lol jks but seriously... I feel like that was the only way i could kinda communicate with you and it felt really good when you reblog some of my pics hehe ^^ im soo weird but its true :o rawr how did i get soo attached to someone i dont even know =.= whats wrong with me? :(

Random

Wow wth it even got to the point where I had to Google how to be happy/cheer up -.-
I hate being like this all the time :/ I wish I was more positive towards life..
Death doesn't scare me, only what might happen after does. Seriously I wanna know what happens >< is there a Heaven or Hell? Or do you just roam around this world as ghost? :p lol I'm so curious.. I don't know what I believe in

Don't trust anyone!

No matter how nice someone may seem, they will screw you over in the end. I think I have learnt my lesson more than enough times :)