Why do I keep repeating the same mistakes? I told myself I wouldn't ever repeat those same mistakes.. Yet here I am doing exactly that. Even though I know I'm doing it, its soo damn hard to stop T.T I thought I could control my actions and feelings towards you but when you talk to me its like I can't even keep a promise to myself.. I really wish I could keep that promise I made to myself... I know how its going to end up if I keep continuing to make those mistakes.. Why do I care about you soo much even though I know you couldn't care less about me. You probably don't realise what you're doing to me but you're fucking me up mentally and emotionally.. I hate having feelings :/ you can only hold them back for so long. Sigh I hate this. I really can't deal with it for much longer.. Its not a game anymore. I thought it wouldn't turn out like this :| I was wrong.
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